k.. hi every1 again.. I was thinking about how my life is going.. and I came up with.. that I actually dont want to live this 1 single life, 1 single teenage days with only concentrating for school.. there are tons of things I want to do.. reading.. singing.. watching movies.. studying various languages.. etc.. a lot of them!!! and the xanga is one of them.. haha...(-_-..) so I somehow have to find the way to do all of these in the condition of.. satifactory for me.. hmm.. it will be pretty hard.. but it's worth to try.. right..? o and one more thing that i was thinking about.. i am pretty capricious.. lots of people know that.. and its not like a new year had started.. but I will try not to be like that.. cause its not good..

I remember that I said that  I am going to go to homecoming dance this year.. but I dont think so.. cause I feel so awkward when I go... so yea.. anyways theres one preson I wanna go with.. but no way that he can.. so I think, well.. I might help out setting up.. cause last year I did 4 tolo.. it was fun! so yea..^^

cannot wait for the Christmas Banquet..(haha already..) last yr i was soo nervous.. my first performnace.. I wasnt even able to take a picture with my friends... but this year I definitely will! church choir.. I wanna do it.. but cant.. ahhh.. please dont ask why.. its sad......lolz... hahaha lolz..( I think I am going crazy.......) anyways.. wow I am writing a lot.. well I cant often.. so.. this semester.. I am taking English & US History, Adv.algebra, Chem, and Spanish 2... next sem.. one elective, English & US History, Physics, and Pre-calc 1.. whew.. lolz..

i still dont feel like the skool has started.. today at lunch.. I said to Will.. "hey u kno what..? I still dont feel like the skool has started... " and he just said.."Really..? ...... I will be back.." and left.. haha.. but he came back again.. so everything is good..!

hmm.. i think i have to go now.. later.....